Kim Porter’s alleged diary exposes Diddy’s dark secrets

Chris Todd, the book’s publisher, claims Porter entrusted her writings to friends via a thumb drive
Kim Porter (Photo credit: Shutterstock.com / s_bukley)

In a shocking revelation, the late Kim Porter is said to have made disturbing claims against Sean “Diddy” Combs in a book that has recently surfaced. Porter, who tragically passed away in Nov. 2018, allegedly documented her experiences with Diddy, describing him as a “terrifying monster” and alleging instances of physical abuse and questionable sexual encounters.

The Background of Kim Porter and Diddy

Kim Porter and Diddy had a long-term relationship that produced three children: son Christian Combs and twin daughters Jessie and D’Lila. Diddy also played a significant role in the life of Quincy Brown, Porter’s son from a previous relationship with Al B. Sure! Following her death, speculation arose regarding a tell-all book that Porter had been working on, which was believed to expose Diddy’s alleged abusive behavior.


Allegations of Abuse and Exploitation

Just days before Diddy’s recent arrest on charges of sex trafficking and racketeering, a 60-page book titled Kim’s Lost Words was released by her close friends. This book claims to contain Porter’s writings, although its authenticity has not been confirmed. The text allegedly reveals that Diddy engaged in sexual activities with both male and female musicians, often hosting orgies at his home, where Porter was said to have participated.

One of the most alarming claims in the book is that Porter discovered tapes of Diddy recording sexual encounters with young male pop stars, including an 18-year-old artist whose career he managed. The book describes Diddy’s parties as more than just social gatherings, suggesting they were thinly veiled orgies.


“[Diddy] hosted parties that were just a fancy name of orgies, and everyone wanted in. We not only had threesomes, but we also swapped partners,” the book reportedly states.

Physical Abuse Allegations

Porter’s alleged memoir also recounts instances of physical violence. One particularly harrowing incident describes Diddy hitting Porter after she refused to engage in certain sexual activities. She claimed (though it hasn’t been confirmed that it’s her writing the text) he pulled out a handgun during a confrontation, asserting his control over her with chilling words: “You’re mine. You don’t have a choice in that now. I can’t live without you. He’s a terrifying monster.”

The Release of Kim’s Alleged Lost Words

The book, which was published in Las Vegas on Sept. 7, concludes with Porter expressing fear for her safety, sending a message to friends that “he got me” before calling the police. Chris Todd, the book’s publisher, claims that Porter entrusted her writings to friends via a thumb drive, and he edited the book under the pseudonym Jamal T Millwood to protect his identity amidst the dangerous circumstances surrounding the revelations.

Community Reactions and Implications

The allegations against Diddy have sparked significant discussion within the African American community and beyond. Many are expressing outrage and disbelief at the claims made in Porter’s alleged writings. The timing of the book’s release, coinciding with Diddy’s legal troubles, has led to increased scrutiny of his past behavior and relationships.

As the story unfolds, it raises important questions about the treatment of women in the entertainment industry and the need for accountability for abusive behavior. The revelations from Kim Porter’s alleged diary serve as a reminder of the complex dynamics that can exist in relationships, particularly in the context of fame and power.

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